you listen to da ranting machine.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

let's wait for the dust to settle.

we're waiting.
hoping desperately for all bad things to come to an end.
please grant us our wishes.

Rant.Rant.Rant. |3:52 PM|

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Monday, September 15, 2008

fucked up day

now i know how it feels like and what is it like inside.
being there was excruciating.
never thought i would ever encounter this in my life.
disgrace and embarrassment.
sadness and fear.
regretful and humiliation.
never ever felt all that in one night.
and awaiting for the aftermath was just as worst.
it was like waiting for death.
i think i could tell fortunes now. with my fb status predicting my weekend!
i'm feeling the guilt.
so many "if only"s that popped up in my mind.
and i spoilt the day for my family.
fuck.

hope everything's gonna be back to normal.
that's all i ask for.
yes please, god.
help us.

Rant.Rant.Rant. |1:24 AM|

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Saturday, September 13, 2008

i'm wise after all.

the long dreaded visit to the dentist finally came yesterday. and i thought the worst was to have a bad tooth plucked out. bud made me feel better before the appointment. "aiyah, prolly you'll need to fill the gaps lah. the metal bits might have ran out so the gaps caused the pain." so i thought, goodie! maybe we just needa fill the gaps. NOT.
the dentist gave me a surprise.
"wah, bad news.you have a rotten wisdom tooth."
omg fuck. what i was most afraid of has happened! the bloody tooth.
"and it has touched your nerves, which is even worst."
yes, the dentist is quite a sadist.
not even mentally prepared for these.

and my mum(who was having hers checked too) and i decided to go ahead and have the op even though there's a risk of having permanent numbness on one side of my jawline. =(
340 freaking bucks to have 1 wisdom tooth and another (normal)tooth removed. thank god i only had one. i did kill myself if i had 2. total waste of money! =(
i hate spending money on medicine and health, so not necessary.
the pain last night was excruciating but the painkillers did its' job.

now i'm mulling over whether or not to have buffet later.
francois and the rest are here tonight and we're supposed to have buffet.
BUFFET!
damnit.
you know how much i love food, if you know me. =(
maybe i should just cop some sashimi and soup? so much to eat so unfair.
urggh. and i think i can't have ice cream?
maybe i'll have some dessert but exclude ice-cream from the list. =(

the new school term isn't that relaxed after all =(
again, blogging on PR issues. oh man, how i hate it.
tonnes of readings to do.
was down with a bad throat, flu and fever= no snacks.
and now this, even before i've fully recovered.
i want me snackssss!
i want fooood!
gah!
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been skyping with abs and y recently. skype is fun! =)
the shot when her com stalled.
priceless- emo expression. =p

Rant.Rant.Rant. |5:05 PM|

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Tuesday, September 09, 2008

good bye fj king!

i almost forgot how it felt like to get sick.

annoying running nose and sore throat gave me a disturbed rest last night. i found myself waking up in between my sleep. argh! and surprisingly, i woke up rather early, considering how late i slept last night. disturbbbeedd.

think maybe popeye's did make it happen. but what's a trip to the airport without popeye's?

and so we bid goodbye to our dear fj king yesterday who left for 'little britain'. we're gonna miss his crap and crazy ideas for the next 4 years. wow, that's a really lonnng time. i could understand why he didn't want us to send him off. turning back and seeing your family, relatives and friends bid goodbye to you behind the immigration counters ain't easy.

i couldn't imagine myself leaving for somewhere sooo far away yet not breaking down. "i think i would cry like crazy. it'd be soooo embarrassing", i told s.

can't believe time flew by so quickly. remembered he was just discussing the options available few months ago and now he's gone.

so we're all waiting to hear from him now.

good luck and bon voyage my friend.

weekends had been too busy for me to blog. the one week holiday was too short!

nonetheless, i had fun. went to the zoooo(peektures on fb!) with my classmates(thanks to abby's free passes!) and slacked a lot at home. i missed doing nothing. =( and of course, staying home= scrimping!

now we all can't wait till the next looong break which everyone has planned to go on holiday and work. now i hafta think up a brilliant idea to maximize my savings! although it is kinda minimized now. =(

i need to go on a bloody holiday. if only i've planned earlier with aunt j, we could have visited paris for a week!

free accommadation and the chance at living in a french apartment! merde!

i miss paris! =(

i wonder if we're traveling anywhere this year end. can't wait for it to happen! =)

i shall now wallow in nostalgia.

le sigh.

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goodbye fj king!

we'll miss you!

farewell 'party'

sometimes talking to a. and b. can get pretty confusing....

lol

aunt j brought this back awhile ago from south africa.

it's yummilious! now i'm hoping her next trip would be SA soon!

was browsing through my pictures and i saw this!

despite the nick being annoying. lol. <3

been meaning to post this since months ago.

our identical pencil boxes. let the powers unite!

thanks to abby=)

chanced upon this the other day. the open-book test i didn't study for.

steve is atill keeping us in the dark! i wonder how much i've scored for that, especially after i randomly chose 1 out of the 4 options for the last (20?)questions. =(

i need luck here.

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