you listen to da ranting machine.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

so much has changed. have you?

all that conversation about mess.

and this was what triggered that conversation.

i kinda like how the iphone captures the pink and green vividly despite it's always poor quality images.

first it was handmade cupcake brownies from abby....

then, brownies from eugenie for us.

thank you you two! i can feel the love!

all that stress from school was gone after =)

a piece of the night, we get to keep.

first row bending with trembling legs by the 7th cam. ahha.

charlie's angels, we say. haha.

our favourite shot =)

end of the party but still popping

we're ready, we're ready for the floor...

Steve looking slick

wit Gian

camwhoring on timer mode....

i don't know what happened to abby here!

i love the yellowish tinge here

the committee members minus hazel!

balloons make us all happy kids again.

before the night rolled....

oooh so many sighs.....

shite happens. and it triples when you're in the midst of an essay...

the green girl found in the sashimi

surprisingly, you could find sucha pretty tree blooming in tpy.

girl's kicks and boy's kicks? nah, it's my kicks and mum's kicks.

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i kinda miss the old times with weekly gatherings and truckloads of fun, laughters and happiness.

before we had enough of that, it ended all too soon.

but the fun times are never enough, are they?

too bad all good things must come to an end.

i still remember him asking me, "do you think this will remain forever? like our weekly meet-ups, having fun, hangout as a gang..." and " do you think we'll be friends 10 years down the road?" now that things have changed so much, i really don't know anymore. at the moment, it seems like everyone has their own lives to lead. everyone's......separated.

so like we said s,

it's just you and me....and no other people.......

putting death cab on really makes one wallow in loneliness.

sigh.

a week has passed since the UoN ball, and tonnes of other shite like the quiz(which i didn't even have time to study for), 2 presentations, and an esssay. omg so much shite in one week. can't believe i got through all that. except the quiz of cos, which i'm soooo gonna fail.

double sigh.

i kinda miss that night, partying with my classmates and the others. having fun despite the mad rush prepping for the night.

no better chance to get everyone in the class together, minus the few not so spontaneous boys in my class, of cos. peektures of the ball up on fb. random peeks above.

and i just hear from steph my daddy got me some glasses/sunnys frm shenzhen. or vietnam? cool! can't wait to see 'em when he's back! haha. =)

Rant.Rant.Rant. |5:08 PM|

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Sunday, June 08, 2008

back to school(stress)

suddenly 24 hours never seem enough again. i need 48 hour days! so much to do but no time! =(

i miss drama marathons. i wanna catch gossip girl! and kyle XY(stopped eons ago) and that last epi of The L Word! #R$#^&^%&

my folks are coming back today. kinda miss em actually, despite dad always being ever irritating and fussy around the house. i seriously think he's suffering from some 'the fussy syndrome', which has yet to be discovered by some great doctor. how the hell can anyone get to this level of fussiness man?! urgh.

im still quite upset about missing my chance to travel with em. but i'm so proud of myself for not skipping school for hk! but then, i would think that we're skipping hk this year since the folks went there this year. =(

congrats to bud for ORDing! like finally! so sorry i couldn't celebrate that important event of your life with you. Blame it on aunty char! so much for celebrating her driving. no free treat! LOL. just kidding.

im still done with Flash! and there's a UoN ball meeting at 1715 tomorrow. someone kill me please. needa slog the 5 hours break away. sigh. i am sucha slooooowww worker. although im dreading tonight( the deadline for flash, i set for myself) but i can't wait tonight to come too, cos my folks are returning! so excited! but dad's gonna do spotcheck later(i know, like wth right?). hope nothing in the crib is outta place!

this weekend was a super packed one. met bern, alv and dilys on friday night for din and 'supper' over scrabble and flash at airport, met s,c and sw on saturday and to JB with sis and her bf in the morning. phew! still going stong after 4 hours sleep last night. every trip to JB is a fruitful one, with cheap buys! i think i had a really good deal. haha. minus the bloody jam of cos. and the 40% increase in fuel. eek.

the gang is splitting. i'm kinda worried, don't know why. it might be selfish but i didn't expect things to turn out this way. it's getting from bad to worst. sigh. disappointment came twice. but this time, i ain't going through shite alone. finally, someone feels the way i do.

disappointment doesn't come easy.

but it is easier this time.

Rant.Rant.Rant. |8:08 PM|

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