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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

i need to rant!!

argggggh, nop, captain jack ain't here. it's just me making my unhappiness heard. busy busy wks past and so it still passes ever quickly. my weekends were wasted getting my face stucked to the couch. =( my precious weekends!!!!! darn that boss with great expectations! now i dread wk. draggggg myself to work every single day. i miss home!!!! home sweet home!

it's not lovely durvy home though. she got back frm japan without a single thing for us! except 1 or 2 boxes of biscuits for the whole fam to share. oh, and of cos peeks of 'em for us to go 'oooh' and 'ahhhh' over. how 'nice'. even her colleagues were presented with gifts- no matter how littlel, the very next day. sometimes, i really do wonder where we stand. sigh. sometimes i really wish she weren't living with us no more. and is leading her own selfish and great life. go ahead! do whatever you want! make a mess outta your house and you would hear no rattling at ears' end. wonder when all these endless arguments are ever gonna cease.

work sucks. pay sucks. boss sucks. what could be worst? never have i worked more than 12 hours in a day. last friday was terrible. having to work, and with a freaking boss who doesn't even wanna pay for your freaking 5 bucks dinner. what kinda boss is that? on top of that, he drags you to some event without even asking if you'll be fine with that idea.
air-kissing, fake hellos, taking peektures, small talks, pretend you enjoy mingling with those strangers, all that packed in a friday night. oh gawd, i really gotta get used to that. i'm expected to do all that instead of standing there like a wooden block, which i always do-spacing out. that feeling irks me. actually i did try that, just standing there, amidst the crowd while my colleague was busy talking to her friends. that didn't feel good.to feel left out? or to pretend you know him/her very well and engage in a friendly conversation? yeah i need to get used to these.....
that is, if i were to continue working.........

i miss hanging out with aunt justina. the weekday out to supermarts taking our time, strolling aisle by aisle, doing a lil shopping spreee.. ahhhh... i miss those days! hope that day will come by soon again!

now, i better get to sleep before i fall sick all over again and waste my weekends and yet receive many many phone calls frm my boss, instructed to check my mails, still receive ph calls frm co, and forced to reschedule appts, do all those, EVEN THOUGH I'M ON MC. i feel like a slave now. what kinda boss expects so much from a temp. staff? RROOOOARRRRR!!

now i need an escapade. where i shall hide and relax for a week or two...am i hearing something from the city of love? <3

Rant.Rant.Rant. |11:54 PM|

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Saturday, May 12, 2007

screwed up captions with my lovely peektures.

It's Friday! theme song on the background please! but currently, it's Love Will Tear Us Apart replaying itself every single day at work. work sucks. play's(pay) what we need. Novelle Vague tomorrow night! and i can hearing the humming...love...love will tear us apart, again......love.......awwwww... and that shall be by lullaby tonight. although i'm dead as a log once i hit the sheets. i'm deprived of sleep, again. heello to sleep in weekends! Priceless tomorrow! should be great film, interesting casts and the chemistry is sure to sizzle. wheeeeeeeeee! I fucking love weekends again!

The Rapture! which i took so long to upload..haha

experience rochor 'tao huey' in a different way. yum yum!

bagels frm mac's breakfast which i wanted to try since forever. i'm so proud of myself for waking so early on a weekend!!!heee.

singapore has never been so beautiful until now...sometimes i just love stormy weathers.

Rant.Rant.Rant. |1:27 AM|

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